this isn't really about sex, i needed a title, i dont really have anything to write about.....but i feel bad when i look at my journal and see how long its been since i've updated >.< same goes for drawings though....and i don't seem to care enough about fixing that problem.....oh well, this is easier, guess i'm lazy. nothing that new and exciting has happend.....well thats not really true.....since i last updated thisd which was like forever ago tons of stuff has happend...i'll try and make this short (not for you convienience, just so i have to type less.)

since november 3

*rememberance day singing thingy
*tap danceing at agricultural convention
*parade
*flute show at harvest golf club
*"the grinch" dance performance
*singing for old people
*ryan got home
*christmas
*new years
*school starts

those are basically the main events that take up time and energy to practice for then do, between rehersing for all this i shoved in some time for my friends and homework slid in right under that,oh yessssss, alright, well since i am outie for stuff to write about i will make some stuff up
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much.

ok kidding i wont do that really, ermmmm, i went and saw a movie called phantom of the opera, and it was awsome, but apparently way crappy compared to it live, so yeah....then i went to my friends cabin and hit some trees on a snow mobile....but that ok.....i live for the adventure, trees cant slow me down! then i went to new years thing at my other friends house, and that was fun, there was a slutty pin, for the adventuresome folk, and then i went to another friends house and watched 18 hours of the show 24, (on tv it is 24 hours but we minused out the commercials because it was a dvd) that took a long time, and then i went back to school for a week and here i am now, telling you all about it, HECK YES! ooooooothat reminds me I saw the best movie ever called NAPOLEAN DYNOMITE if you havent seen it, as your god i order you to, do not disobey for i will smite you! don't forget I CAN SEE YOUR SOUL! and so can god, he/she (don't discriminate) can see everything you do! he/she even knows when you are peeing or tooting or doing any other bodily function, which reminds me of what i will write about next, in the bay magazine that my dance teacher was telling me about they had this thing on "how to get closer to your signifigant other" and the first one was go in the bathroom with them and cheer when they have a bowl movement. i was like WHOA that is wierd, seriously can you imagen watching your beloved take a poo poo, that is gross! there was other stuff on ther like spiting into each others mouths and other nasty grossness, it makes me close my eyes when i think about it, well i have made this a nice long one so i shouldent feel to guilty for another couple months here! ALRIGHT! i don't know how many people will read through it though, so i might feel a little guilty about makeing one to long for people to read, gosh i guess i can never escape it, well.......enjoy!

xoxoxo